February 2010
this weekend.
i don’t need to say anything other than it was amazing.
January 2010
I fucking love Tom Waits.
Season 3 of Dexter.
Makes me crave chocolate pudding.
stop trying to control everything and just let go
My Fight Club obsession is getting pretty serious at this point.
If I start talking to myself, let me know.
lashante:
Pants On The Ground (remix)- General...
Top Films of the Decade.
In no particular order, Kyle’s Best Films of the Decade.
Pan’s Labyrinth
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EqYiSlkvRuw
There are few movies that I can truly say are beautiful, and Pan’s Labyrinth is at the top of the list. A haunting fairy tale set during the Spanish Civil War, Director Guillermo Del Toro uses his trademark eye for detail and color to literally engulf you into the world of the...
sometimes i'm up all night.
I have never been a great person. I can think of at least four people that I’ve really hurt over the past year, and it honestly disgusts me that I allowed myself to slip so deeply into pettiness and callous anger. To be honest I’d love to call each of you and talk to you about what I’ve done and why I thought I had to do it, but I don’t think any of you would take my calls,...
today is not that bad/shaping up to be great.
I’m surprised really, I figured I’d be a little more mopey, but I won’t look a gift horse in mouth.
Tonight I am going to eat chicken wings and watch DAYBREAKERS with mah friends. Sounds like a good night.
I think the only thing that would make it better would be some AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER.
ups and downs.
I spent nearly the entirety of Monday in a drunken stupor, just trying to cope with the idea of not being with Missy anymore. The relationship hadn’t gone on that long, but for whatever reason it hurt like nothing else I had ever felt before. I drank for about twelve hours, then once I was able to force myself to leave the house, I over indulged my appetite for material possessions and bad...
writing changing
If anything good has come out of all this, I am writing again. It’s a streaming thought journal piece called “Upright Beast” about my attempts to reinvent myself.
I am writing with fervor.
i am the man who laughs
i laugh because i’m tired of crying
i laugh because i hide my pain
i laugh because i wanted more
i laugh because i never got it
i laugh because i get the joke
and i laugh because you don’t.
I’m meant to be miserable.
but i am the man who laughs.
drunk
missy left me. she says she’s not over her ex and that she needs to figutr out who she is.
I just want to drink til i die.
a little bit melancholy
I’m going to miss the hell out of my girlfriend when she goes back to school, so I’m going to start a car fund.
Because I’m going to go nuts without her.